Avatar Of The Age Meher Baba Manifesting - 97

🌹  AVATAR OF THE AGE MEHER BABA MANIFESTING - 97  🌹
Chapter 33

✍️ Bhau Kalchuri
📚 . Prasad Bharadwaj

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On another occasion during the same month of October, another incident took place that affected me. I was doing the correspondence in Hindi, and though there was a ban on correspondence by Baba at the time, the new lovers would write anyway. Baba would listen to everyone of their letters, which I would read almost daily.

Once, for a week, I did not have the opportunity to read to Baba the letters that had been received. It was because Baba was busy with other work, and would not let anything disturb that work.

A whole week had gone by, and on the eighth day, after Baba had finished his morning seclusion work, when he called the mandali, I came in with a bundle of letters.

Baba looked at the bundle, and then looked at me, and gestured, "I have a terrific headache today, so you reply to each of the letters." I was completely taken aback, but said, "Yes, Baba."

I sat down in a corner of the room to reply to each letter. As was preparing to write, I found that each letter was filled with love, and in each there was a personal request for Baba's darshan. And if darshan was not possible, each person expected a few loving words directly from Baba.

But Baba had instructed me, "You reply." My mind became disturbed. I thought, "What kind of God is he? His lovers are really great. They do not want anything spiritual or material from him.

They only want his darshan, and he replies, "No darshan!" They accept having no darshan, but when they wish for a few loving words from him directly, he gestures, "Bhau, you reply."

Though I was disturbed, I did not mention any of this to Baba, and he did not ask me anything about the correspondence that morning. But later in the afternoon, while I was with him, he asked, "How many letters did you write today?" I casually replied, "Not a single letter, Baba. Not one." Baba asked why and I simply said, "Where was the time to write? I stayed with you in mandali hall, and when you retired I followed you."

Baba gazed at me then gestured, "Yes, yes, there was no time for you to write. But now tell me the truth. What were you thinking?" In my usual manner, I said, "Nothing,

nothing at all." Baba became irritated with me, then insisted, and so I had to tell him what thoughts I had after he had instructed me to reply to the letters.

Hearing my complaints about him, Baba nodded, "Yes, my lovers are really great, but what cause have you to complain and question what I do? Do you have any idea what I am really doing for them? If they come and see me, what will they see? Only this physical form of mine!"

Baba then made his sign for the seclusion work and continued gesturing, 'This, this is the real thing I am giving them, and you will witness with your own eyes what will happen to them who have not seen me physically. This is the real thing that I am giving."

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11.Sep.2020